oh Cassandra ..after meeting her i definitely lost track of a few days/maybe a week.full story? maybe with a few details blurred and skewed a tiny bit? okay – sure! as i proclaimed in a previous post, i met my boyfriend a few months ago. from moment of the inception of our relationship, i passionately… Continue reading threesomes.
this is an example timeline of what it feels like when i am having a panic attack type of moment:i can’t think straight.my thoughts are fast, fragmented, confusing, disjointed, random, overwhelming, relentless & usually not based in any form of reality, logic, or reason.i feel worried.i feel hot.i wonder if i’m just hungry or too… Continue reading panic.
i met boyfriend about a month ago on an undisclosed dating app/website 🤔.. after hanging out the first time i knew i didn’t want to stop talking to him. and i couldn’t wait to make another plan with him. we clicked so hard .. just your classic, good, solid chemistry. i haven’t felt this way about anyone… Continue reading trouble.
i have far too many things to choose from to provide updates on! life is moving very quick in a very exciting way .. but before i get into all the new things i have in the works, let’s take a moment & check in with our bodies. how are you? are you being nice… Continue reading projects.
seems more than appropriate to write about my dad today. here are some facts & stories about my father & our relationship: during my childhood my father made enough money to provide for our family without my mother having to bring in an income herself. my mother’s job was providing primary childcare as my father… Continue reading father.
sometimes i feel like i blink & everything around & within me has morphed into something i no longer recognize. i feel as if i have awoken & emerged into a new world. whether it’s because i was deeply engrossed in a project for work or i had gotten lost in a book or become… Continue reading blurry.
i am just JAZZED UP today! (for good reasons – don’t worry.) first of all – happy full moon day 🌕 .. today’s flower moon also coincided with a lunar eclipse! i didn’t see any of it live but definitely felt so many strong, powerful energies floating about over these past few days / will… Continue reading jazzed.
& just like that .. i feel as if nothing in my life is the same as it was last time i wrote here. i have taken many deliberate actions in attempts to manifest my dreams into reality. i have been thinking about my future in a non-anxiety-filled manner for the first time in my… Continue reading change.
i am pretty darn good at being productive. or at least i’ve gotten much better at it over the past few years. i enjoy learning new ways & techniques in order to maximize how one spends their time. i love creating a schedule/agenda & i also really really like to organize & clean .. my… Continue reading productivity.
some questions i’m asking myself today:what are my goals?what am i currently doing to accomplish my goals?could i do something differently to be more successful?do my actions contradict my goals? i fear sometimes i am a bit frazzled & lose sight of what i’m actually trying to do. i get distracted by what i perceive… Continue reading fear.